Feb 23, 2010 22:04
Going on a cruise in a couple days and it's actually perfect timing. I need to get away. Get away from work and love and life and be with myself. I need to think about what I really want and then grow a pair to do something about it.
I'm tired of being polite. I'm tired of giving in to others needs. I have never been one to do something for my sake.
One day I will tell you exactly how I feel and I will wonder why the hell it will take me so long.
Ok, let's move away from the cryptic messages that really mean nothing except to me. Why do we do that on livejournal? I always wondered. Even though anyone who reads this really has no idea what I am talking about, it makes me feel a lot better to get it out. This is why I need more LJ in my life. I'm not learning anymore. I'm not growing. I LJed sometimes 5 times a day in college and I got so much out of it. I will forever wish I could go back to 2003.
PS. Go see Shutter Island. I enjoyed it immensely.