on and on and on it goes. the world it just keeps spinning.
what a strange 96 hours. I'm used to stress and being super busy, but this was a very different kind of "fullness" i guess you could say. until last night, i hadn't been home for more than eight hours in four days. i travelled a total of almost eleven hours, slept in too many beds that werent my own, and woke up far too early too many times. but
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i am sad i missed states. and im glad you like orono. and age disparity between friends shouldnt faze you, its an issue, and i am more cognizant of my age than anyone else i know (like i think about what 15 year olds "should be into" vs. what 18 year olds "should be into") but seriously...youre older than people the same age as you in some respects, and youre younger than people your age in others. you know that. and it also seems to me, when youre not living on your own, and your everyday schedual is dictating your life, maturity means nothing.
and staying up late is cool. i mean, its a risk to stay up late, youre denying the natural reaction...but when life demands not sleeping i would recommend it. i noticed that if the bars close at 3 and youre up till five...and then you do it again and again, it gives you a whole new perspective on the amount of fun you can have in a day. its just a stumbling block. even if you think you have less fun, i promise youre having more fun that being asleep.
what do you mean youre starting to hate art. youre not one to make vague inflammatory statements. but like, when i read that...i thought about "art imitating life or life imitating art" and i dont know which is true, but one of them is. and you cant hate art because then you hate life. and i guess i just dont know what you mean. what part of the incredibly broad art spectrum or art do you hate? because im imagine is only a small part of it. but i dunno, i just wondered what you meant.
and the last thing. flirting is awesome. i realized that this weekend, and its what spawned my need to react. its just so silly good honest fun. you should re-new your faith in it. its like, just a thing to do to make your life more interesting. they dont grind in canada. so when you grind with a guy...they think theyre going to take you home. and they buy you tequila shots. and it makes for some good memories. and not getting the point of mindless flirting is like not getting the point of living. theres no reason...its just...a fun thing to do that never really come to fruition.
in retrospect, this should have been an email...but since this is an old post no one else besides you will read it. you can respond in an email if you want...it would be cool if you did. lets talk more.
i like you a lot. you have some good things to say that intrigue me.
-caroline.
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