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It's been a while, it's been a good while.
There are things I've seen, not to mention places.
I can't say it all makes much sense, and it sure hasn't been easy.
But there's something here, something I can hold onto forever.
What with tugs on my will, and pain for doing things right.
I have no desire to give any of it away, and there's confidence in that.
To be running on empty half the time, and still feel like flying.
And things sure have changed, as they always will.
When the sun peeks through those rainy clouds,
I don't want to be embarrassed realizing I believed it wouldn't.
So yes it's been a while, the end of this chapter came a long time before.
I laced this journal with many taints and ill designs.
Sugar coats you could say, to the words and thoughts of depression.
The fool I was to believe those clouds were too much a match for the sun.
And things have changed, as they always will, I'm where I belong.
And there will be no more writings by jukeapples24.
He has found the sun.
There are things I've seen, not to mention places.
I can't say it all makes much sense, and it sure hasn't been easy.
But there's something here, something I can hold onto forever.
What with tugs on my will, and pain for doing things right.
I have no desire to give any of it away, and there's confidence in that.
To be running on empty half the time, and still feel like flying.
And things sure have changed, as they always will.
When the sun peeks through those rainy clouds,
I don't want to be embarrassed realizing I believed it wouldn't.
So yes it's been a while, the end of this chapter came a long time before.
I laced this journal with many taints and ill designs.
Sugar coats you could say, to the words and thoughts of depression.
The fool I was to believe those clouds were too much a match for the sun.
And things have changed, as they always will, I'm where I belong.
And there will be no more writings by jukeapples24.
He has found the sun.