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sometimes I wished I hadn't played, it would have been 2years last november and counting now, I know its hard, but I feel stupid like, we'd still be together, its my fault. and I know it, and even if I love you with all my heart now, I know we won't be the same. and I remember when we first met, how I thought you were the most annoying girl ever, with the worst mannerisms, to the bickering all day, to the day you comforted me when I cried over Joanna, instead of laughing at me, and to me slowly realising I was falling so deeply in love with you. and the 9months it took for us to get together. The fights we had over the months we were together, and the moments I thought would be bliss if time could stop there, and the "baby, stop that, stop this, don't be silly" that made me feel so loved. I swear I miss you and love you like more than before, but why does it matter, you won't read this anyway. But, I'll always wish you'll be back one day, keeping the spirits up and going always.