time does fly...
well, he was here for the weekend and it was absolutely amazing...
unfortunately my audition at illinois wesleyan stole him from me (or me from him, i suppose) a few precious hours early.
now those same feelings have come back, and basically it feels like my heart has been put in a blender and set on liquify. then, every time i talk to him online or on the phone, the pain is lessened...maybe like the blender is set on chop. but then i sign offline, or he hangs up the phone, and it's back to liquify.
but now i have something to look forward to for thanksgiving i suppose, since my slavedriver mother won't let me go visit him in boston...
whatever, screw her. i'm going to go do homework.
love, lara
unfortunately my audition at illinois wesleyan stole him from me (or me from him, i suppose) a few precious hours early.
now those same feelings have come back, and basically it feels like my heart has been put in a blender and set on liquify. then, every time i talk to him online or on the phone, the pain is lessened...maybe like the blender is set on chop. but then i sign offline, or he hangs up the phone, and it's back to liquify.
but now i have something to look forward to for thanksgiving i suppose, since my slavedriver mother won't let me go visit him in boston...
whatever, screw her. i'm going to go do homework.
love, lara