damn parents
so guys, get this:
my parents have never ever let me stay home alone, cuz they know i'll do some crazy shit cuz they're smart like that. so this weekend my brother and dad went to an indy race, so they're both gone. my mom was teaching some sex-ed class tonight (omg i know) and so she was out and i knew she'd be home late. so i was out tonight and my mom called me at like 11:45 and i was like are you going home tonight? and i was like yea...and she goes ok well i'm gonna run home and change clothes before i come back. and i asked her what she meant by "come back" and she said oh, you're staying home alone tonight, this is a lock-in. sorry i guess i forgot to tell you.
WTF?!
so basically, she didn't tell me intentionally cuz she knew i'd have a party...THE ONLY PARTY I WOULD HAVE EVER HAD IN MY WHOLE HIGH SCHOOL CAREER. how devastating. it could have been fun...but oh well i guess.
in other news...
sorry if you're sick of hearing about katrina, but i'm not. i was home tonight doing some volunteer work and i was watching tv, and i was watchin a show on mtv about the hurricane. it was SO FUCKING SAD. all of those people who can't find their families and don't even know if they're still alive; all of those people who have nothing: no house, no food, no clothes. i really wish there was something i could do. i feel so guilty just going on with my life like everything's fine, because it's not. i started crying and i kinda felt like a baby, but oh well i guess. people cry. i really wanna go down to houston and volunteer, but they're not allowing anyone except certified emt's and red-cross workers. yea, i donated 50 bucks, but all that does is feed a family of four for a day. in the grand scheme of things, that's nothing. i just wanna go and play with the kids who have nothing to do, or talk to people who just want someone to talk to. i feel SO HELPLESS...
well this is making me sad. goodnight all, i love you.
lara
my parents have never ever let me stay home alone, cuz they know i'll do some crazy shit cuz they're smart like that. so this weekend my brother and dad went to an indy race, so they're both gone. my mom was teaching some sex-ed class tonight (omg i know) and so she was out and i knew she'd be home late. so i was out tonight and my mom called me at like 11:45 and i was like are you going home tonight? and i was like yea...and she goes ok well i'm gonna run home and change clothes before i come back. and i asked her what she meant by "come back" and she said oh, you're staying home alone tonight, this is a lock-in. sorry i guess i forgot to tell you.
WTF?!
so basically, she didn't tell me intentionally cuz she knew i'd have a party...THE ONLY PARTY I WOULD HAVE EVER HAD IN MY WHOLE HIGH SCHOOL CAREER. how devastating. it could have been fun...but oh well i guess.
in other news...
sorry if you're sick of hearing about katrina, but i'm not. i was home tonight doing some volunteer work and i was watching tv, and i was watchin a show on mtv about the hurricane. it was SO FUCKING SAD. all of those people who can't find their families and don't even know if they're still alive; all of those people who have nothing: no house, no food, no clothes. i really wish there was something i could do. i feel so guilty just going on with my life like everything's fine, because it's not. i started crying and i kinda felt like a baby, but oh well i guess. people cry. i really wanna go down to houston and volunteer, but they're not allowing anyone except certified emt's and red-cross workers. yea, i donated 50 bucks, but all that does is feed a family of four for a day. in the grand scheme of things, that's nothing. i just wanna go and play with the kids who have nothing to do, or talk to people who just want someone to talk to. i feel SO HELPLESS...
well this is making me sad. goodnight all, i love you.
lara