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so it has been a couple months since an update on the life... but i've been way busy to actually sit down and type out my thoughts...
quick update: i've been caught up in the usual... school, work, and friends...
i'm not sure where this entry will bring me... i've kinda had some thoughts going around my head for a few weeks so here goes...
first things first... i'm scared... well i wouldn't classify it as a bad type scared... i like the adventure of it all... and life in general... i'm definitely challenging myself through this experience...
yesterday nick and i got chinese at work for lunch... take a stab at what my fortune cookie said to me... "trust him... but keep your eyes open..." now i can think of a few different ways this could go... one being unfaithful... but i can cross that one out... two have fun with this now.. but... don't get caught up in him... keep your options open... and that... i don't wanna.. i like where i'm at... or three... don't get too serious... and that's the option i'm going with... i've always done what i want to do when i want to do... and that's what i am learning compromise... and i like it... spending time and getting to know someone... but... there is a big but... i've finally gotten the best of both aspects i have wanted in my life... i've gotten into one of the best O.T. programs in Illinois... let alone the midwest... if only we did more research in our clinics our number would rise significantly... but whateves... Rush has a name... and when applying it will be recognized above handful of other applicants... but anyways... my last semester at Dominican my senior seminar was all about happiness.. and learning how to define it... throughout the course my definition had changed... it mostly depended on my mood and the situations occurring aournd me... but... now i have finally given up and decided to side with the rest of my classmates in that it is undefinable... but is attainable though...
i could not be happier that i am continuing my education in an actual hospital... it's a rush everyday i am there... haha rush... get it... anyways... although my observation in mental health did not uphold to my expectations... it has not discouraged me in any way to not excel in my class... this time next year i will be coming home from my first level two field work.... who knows... maybe with a narlie tan from hawaii if i actually set it up... GET OUT OF TOWN 3 MONTHS TO SPEND WITH JESS!!! i love her and hawaii... mmm... anyways... so i have that going for me... i have an amazing family... but we all know that... i have amazing friends... and we all know that too... my level of happiness is pretty high but there are aspects that kinda rough it out to make it a steady level... i get upset at situations i can not control but then step back from it and realize that after just two more years of this struggle and i will not have to worry about it anymore...
today is actually a pretty good day... the twins are 8 can you believe that??? it's amazing to see how healthy they are after the difficult pregnancy my cousin went through with them... but... at dinner i discovered... that i'm finally able to move out... that close to 4 hour a day commute to school... should not be in existence after january... i hope... i have been pretty bummed out that i am still at home... but... sometimes we have to deal and work on things... money doesn't grow on trees here... and nor would i expect my parents to pay my bills for me... so... i am currently working on selling the car... sadderest... but i will inherit the sebring... (spelling) just until i get myself through my masters... two years... i can do it... i am interested in the wicker park or oak park area... both have a 15 minute L ride to school...
who knows what the next few months will bring... cuz since the last time i wrote i never expected to be where i am at now... certainly didn't expect school to be this great... it's funny i am getting straight A's in a professional program to where undergrad was so difficult at some points... maybe it's because i actually enjoy reading and studying countless hours about this stuff.. but anyways... didn't picture myself to be sticking to a certain relationship... and allowing someone to break down the walls i've kept up since i can't remember... didn't expect my friends to be so understand that i've been nonexistent and will be for the next two years in this crazy excelled program... but i do get out when i can though... so who knows what will come... maybe i won't be as happy as i am right now... but all i know is i like it... i like everything right now...
quick update: i've been caught up in the usual... school, work, and friends...
i'm not sure where this entry will bring me... i've kinda had some thoughts going around my head for a few weeks so here goes...
first things first... i'm scared... well i wouldn't classify it as a bad type scared... i like the adventure of it all... and life in general... i'm definitely challenging myself through this experience...
yesterday nick and i got chinese at work for lunch... take a stab at what my fortune cookie said to me... "trust him... but keep your eyes open..." now i can think of a few different ways this could go... one being unfaithful... but i can cross that one out... two have fun with this now.. but... don't get caught up in him... keep your options open... and that... i don't wanna.. i like where i'm at... or three... don't get too serious... and that's the option i'm going with... i've always done what i want to do when i want to do... and that's what i am learning compromise... and i like it... spending time and getting to know someone... but... there is a big but... i've finally gotten the best of both aspects i have wanted in my life... i've gotten into one of the best O.T. programs in Illinois... let alone the midwest... if only we did more research in our clinics our number would rise significantly... but whateves... Rush has a name... and when applying it will be recognized above handful of other applicants... but anyways... my last semester at Dominican my senior seminar was all about happiness.. and learning how to define it... throughout the course my definition had changed... it mostly depended on my mood and the situations occurring aournd me... but... now i have finally given up and decided to side with the rest of my classmates in that it is undefinable... but is attainable though...
i could not be happier that i am continuing my education in an actual hospital... it's a rush everyday i am there... haha rush... get it... anyways... although my observation in mental health did not uphold to my expectations... it has not discouraged me in any way to not excel in my class... this time next year i will be coming home from my first level two field work.... who knows... maybe with a narlie tan from hawaii if i actually set it up... GET OUT OF TOWN 3 MONTHS TO SPEND WITH JESS!!! i love her and hawaii... mmm... anyways... so i have that going for me... i have an amazing family... but we all know that... i have amazing friends... and we all know that too... my level of happiness is pretty high but there are aspects that kinda rough it out to make it a steady level... i get upset at situations i can not control but then step back from it and realize that after just two more years of this struggle and i will not have to worry about it anymore...
today is actually a pretty good day... the twins are 8 can you believe that??? it's amazing to see how healthy they are after the difficult pregnancy my cousin went through with them... but... at dinner i discovered... that i'm finally able to move out... that close to 4 hour a day commute to school... should not be in existence after january... i hope... i have been pretty bummed out that i am still at home... but... sometimes we have to deal and work on things... money doesn't grow on trees here... and nor would i expect my parents to pay my bills for me... so... i am currently working on selling the car... sadderest... but i will inherit the sebring... (spelling) just until i get myself through my masters... two years... i can do it... i am interested in the wicker park or oak park area... both have a 15 minute L ride to school...
who knows what the next few months will bring... cuz since the last time i wrote i never expected to be where i am at now... certainly didn't expect school to be this great... it's funny i am getting straight A's in a professional program to where undergrad was so difficult at some points... maybe it's because i actually enjoy reading and studying countless hours about this stuff.. but anyways... didn't picture myself to be sticking to a certain relationship... and allowing someone to break down the walls i've kept up since i can't remember... didn't expect my friends to be so understand that i've been nonexistent and will be for the next two years in this crazy excelled program... but i do get out when i can though... so who knows what will come... maybe i won't be as happy as i am right now... but all i know is i like it... i like everything right now...