ouch! my brain!
fight of the century last night. I wish i had some pictures to post, maybe later. Yikes, i got the shit beat outta me, but i held up well until my nose broke. there's always next year.
I feel like shit, and not just because of my face. The only thing solid i have right now is Japan, and that itself is something wholly terrifying and uncertain. Less than two months away before i'm gone for nine. nine months in a very, very, foreign country. Not foreign like europe, foreign like "omg i can't understand anything here". I wish i wasn't living in fucking Detroit. No air conditioning, people stealing fans and food, and no friends. I was lured in and then dumped like some fish that was all glittery and shiny, but then you pull that fuckin fish outta the water and its ugly and gasping and slimy, but what the fuck you expect? its a fish! cmon! fish are gross up close. anyway, it seems like there is shit everywhere, but is it easier to wade through shit yourself, or help others wade through it and hope somebody helps you in the process? whatever, everyone I have ever loved i still love now. life is change. see you down the road.
I feel like shit, and not just because of my face. The only thing solid i have right now is Japan, and that itself is something wholly terrifying and uncertain. Less than two months away before i'm gone for nine. nine months in a very, very, foreign country. Not foreign like europe, foreign like "omg i can't understand anything here". I wish i wasn't living in fucking Detroit. No air conditioning, people stealing fans and food, and no friends. I was lured in and then dumped like some fish that was all glittery and shiny, but then you pull that fuckin fish outta the water and its ugly and gasping and slimy, but what the fuck you expect? its a fish! cmon! fish are gross up close. anyway, it seems like there is shit everywhere, but is it easier to wade through shit yourself, or help others wade through it and hope somebody helps you in the process? whatever, everyone I have ever loved i still love now. life is change. see you down the road.