May 14, 2006 22:02
Ugh, my life is in shambles.
Did I dream Friday night? It's almost like it never happened. Did I get the wrong signals out of the entire night? I don't understand...
What's going on? Can't I have even the smallest hope that what I've waited for for three years is finally within my reach?
I'm crying again and I don't really understand why yet.
Love always,
Raven