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Served jury duty all day yesterday and managed to not get picked. Boo yea! Now I can go on my normal routine. Well, as normal as I can get. I'm scheduled for an MRI next week and then another clinic visit the week after that and then another weight check-up after that. After this month, the doctor appointments should be slowing down to two a month. Eight months from now the doctor appointments should only be about 1 per month. Geez, I wish it was already 8 months from now but before that can happen, my last hurdle is yet another biopsy and one last MRI. Ergh. Its getting easier to cope with the amount of doctor visits I have but its not relieving the pressure I put on myself for losing weight. Maybe if I continue to plateau in the next month I'll start looking for a personal trainer.
I was sad last night about a friend I haven't talked to in a while. Is this the end of a 12 year era? I hope not. It just makes me sad that I keep reaching and reaching and I've still got nothing. I've texted, I've e-mailed, I've called. Nothing.
I'm just so used to being "in the know" and now that I'm not I feel like I've been cast aside. I miss this person but I know they're going through some things so I am trying to also maintain some sort of distance to give them space. For now I will just live my life and concentrate on getting healthy again because that's all I can do right now. Its like Michael says, its all about balance. So I'm going to do that. I'm going to just be on standby and live my life until I'm called on.
I was sad last night about a friend I haven't talked to in a while. Is this the end of a 12 year era? I hope not. It just makes me sad that I keep reaching and reaching and I've still got nothing. I've texted, I've e-mailed, I've called. Nothing.
I'm just so used to being "in the know" and now that I'm not I feel like I've been cast aside. I miss this person but I know they're going through some things so I am trying to also maintain some sort of distance to give them space. For now I will just live my life and concentrate on getting healthy again because that's all I can do right now. Its like Michael says, its all about balance. So I'm going to do that. I'm going to just be on standby and live my life until I'm called on.