i hate not having a job...
ive decided that this whole unemployment thing just gets really boring after awhile. BLAH. well i havent really written in this thing in awhile, and im waiting for maggie to get off work, so i figured id drop in. not much has been going on... school started, which is exciting. i have class every monday and wednesday nights from 530-10. it actually looks like its gonna be a really fun semester cuz i looove all my classes and my teachers are all pretty cool. so yay! ummmm maggie and i went to cali last weekend. that was fun and exciting! i got to spend some much needed time with aaron and his parents. it felt really good to get away and just play on the beach with my 2 best friends. i think there will be many more trips to come. i never realized how much i missed that kid until i finally got out there to visit him!! but he'll be here this weekend, which is exciting. ummmm im getting my hair cut tomorrow... im really excited about that.. i think i might just go buck wild and cut off like 4 inches (its waaaay fucking long right now).... but ive been trying to grow it out since last april, so i dont know if ill have the balls to do it... we'll see. i miss hangin out with my boys... aka tiny and jdot. but i think im doing really well with this whole ryan thing, and ive officially moved on! it sucks that i had to stop hanging out with those boys in order to do it, but it was waaaay too hard being in that environment with them always talking about him and reminding me of him, and annette... as if i cared... and it really wasnt getting me anywhere but upset. so im over that whole scene... ill let him have his friends back for awhile, until im ready to get my life back on track and chill with them again. sorry boys! but ya i havent talked to him in almost a month... except once or twice when i called to yell at him for giving me late fees on my blockbuster account... but i took him off, so that shouldnt be a problem anymore. it's been really nice though, not stressing about him or feeling like i need him... it's a wonderful feeling to just move on and leave him in the past, with no regrets and no desire to work things out or ever try to be with eachother. its just done and its over and im free and i LOOOOOOOOVE it. so thats that. maggie and i are gonna go shopping now... ill write more later. love you bye.