random...
some random thoughts at 2:09am...
i wish i could hug J every second of every day so that he would realize how much he means to me.
i wish i wasnt such a broken hearted hopeless romantic.
i wish i could find someone to fill that gaping hole inside of my heart that RT left, just long enough for me to get over him and move on with my life.
i wish that i didnt have to catch up on the last 4 months of my life with a person like nicole... cuz she should of been there and just already known.
i wish i could move to philly tomorrow.
i wish i could play the role of christine in "phantom of the opera" once in my lifetime.
i wish i was in amsterdam so i could get high as fuck, til i cant remember who i am, and not worry about the consequences.
i wish i never met RT, so i wouldnt know what it feels like to lose him.
i wish D would play "badfish" for me every minute of my life.
i wish my dad would get some help.
i hope i never forget what it feels like to jump off tims roof naked.
i hope i never take my friends for granted.
i hope J knows i would die for him if he asked me to.
i hope i never hurt anyone the way RT did.
i hope jeremy speilberg is a part of my life until the day i die.
i hope i always remember our "pimps and hoes" night, and what it felt like when we were all still friends.
i hope i never have to be apart from maggie again.
i hope matt knows how much i respect him.
i hope i find someone who will love me for WHO I AM.
i hope i never become a pushover.
i hope i ALWAYS speak my mind.
i know what i hate. i know what needs to change. i know whats good. i know whats right. i know who i am.
i just need to find myself.
i wish i could hug J every second of every day so that he would realize how much he means to me.
i wish i wasnt such a broken hearted hopeless romantic.
i wish i could find someone to fill that gaping hole inside of my heart that RT left, just long enough for me to get over him and move on with my life.
i wish that i didnt have to catch up on the last 4 months of my life with a person like nicole... cuz she should of been there and just already known.
i wish i could move to philly tomorrow.
i wish i could play the role of christine in "phantom of the opera" once in my lifetime.
i wish i was in amsterdam so i could get high as fuck, til i cant remember who i am, and not worry about the consequences.
i wish i never met RT, so i wouldnt know what it feels like to lose him.
i wish D would play "badfish" for me every minute of my life.
i wish my dad would get some help.
i hope i never forget what it feels like to jump off tims roof naked.
i hope i never take my friends for granted.
i hope J knows i would die for him if he asked me to.
i hope i never hurt anyone the way RT did.
i hope jeremy speilberg is a part of my life until the day i die.
i hope i always remember our "pimps and hoes" night, and what it felt like when we were all still friends.
i hope i never have to be apart from maggie again.
i hope matt knows how much i respect him.
i hope i find someone who will love me for WHO I AM.
i hope i never become a pushover.
i hope i ALWAYS speak my mind.
i know what i hate. i know what needs to change. i know whats good. i know whats right. i know who i am.
i just need to find myself.