Aug 02, 2005 00:30
fuck you, and your untouchable face
and fuck you, for existing in the first place
and who am i, that i should be dying for your touch
and who am i, guess you cant even tell me that much
i HATE that i love you.
detest even.
makes me sick to my stomach to see you.
makes me wanna vomit to think of you being intimate with someone else.
makes my heart break in two when you look at me.
makes me crumble inside when you tell me you love me.
i smile when you laugh... even though it kills me.
i guess id rather see YOU happy than myself.
it drives me nuts when you wont talk to me.
youre better than i am.
i love you... and it makes me sick.