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TODAY IS DECEMBER 19. IT IS MY BROTHERS B-DAYS. THEY ARE 21. I STILL LIKE JASON ELIJAH BABBEL. HE BLESSED THE WATER TODAY. I'VE LIKED HIM SOOOOOO MUCH FOR SOOOOO LONG. SINCE I FIRST SAW HIM WHICH WAS IN 7TH GRADE. IM NOW IN 10TH GRADE. THATS ALMOST 4 YEARS. THE LONGEST I HAVE EVER LIKED SOMEONE IS 6 YEARS. IM 4 MONTHS AND 8 DAYS I WILL BE 16 AND I WILL BE ABLE TO DATE HIM. I REALLY HOPE HE LIKES ME BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE HIM. HE IS SO NICE AND CUTE AND FUNNY AND HE PLAYS SOCCER AND TENNIS AND HE RUNS. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HOPE HE LIKES ME. I WOULD BE SO VERY MUCH SAD AND I WOULD CRY FOR WEEKS OR MONTHS OR YEARS. I WOULD BE SO DISAPPOINTED. I HAVEN'T LIKED ANYONE SO MUCH IN MY WHOLE LIFE. IF I ADDED UP HOW MUCH I LIKE HIM AND HOW MUCH I LIKE THE GUY FOR 6 YEARS, I WOULD STILL LIKE JASON A WHOLE WHOLE WHOLE WHOLE WHOLE LOT MORE. IF I READ GUYS RIGHT THAN I THINK JASON LIKES ME BECAUSE HE IS THE TYPE THAT IS SHY AROUND GIRLS THAT HE LIKES AND HE IS SO SHY AROUND ME. IT'S SO CUTE. I JUST WISH I WAS 16 RIGHT NOW. THEN I COULD DATE AND WE WOULD BE SO CUTE ACCORDING TO JESSI AND I. I DON'T KNOW IF MELISSA THINKS THAT BUT I DO. I'M GLAD SHE "BROKE UP" WITH PAEDN. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WISH THAT HE LIKES ME AND THAT I WAS 16. ITS SO DEPRESSING BECAUSE JESSI ISN'T 16 AND SHE HAS A "BOYFRIEND". IT'S DUMB. EVEN MELISSA "DID". WHEN SHE LIKED PAEDN. SHE LIKES CHRIS NOW. JASON IS JUST SO PERFECT EVEN THOUGH THERE IS ONLY ONE PERFECT PERSON THAT EVER ROAMED THE EARTH(JESUS), BUT I REALLY THINK THAT JASON MAKES IT 2. I WOULD REALLY HOPE THAT PAEDN DIDN'T LIE ABOUT WHEN HE SAID HE USED TO TALK ABOUT ME WHEN PAEDN TALKED TO HIM. RODNEY SAID IT TOO SO I DON'T KNOW. I HAVE NO WAY TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LIKE THIS GUY. I THINK WHO EVER IS READING THIS MIGHT THINK I'M WEIRD BECAUSE I'M TALKING LIKE THIS BUT I DON'T THINK SO.