tonight
tonight really stinked a lot. i didnt like the movie at all, during the movie everyone ignored me. i was the bomb. jessi tried to make me feel better by telling me that he might come to melissas and 10 at night. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR? AND REALLY THE ONLY TIME I FEEL LIKE THIS IS WHEN JESSI TALKS ABOUT OR IS WITH JUSTIN. IT MAKES ME SO MAD THAT NO ONE LIKES ME. AND I MEAN NO ONE. I DONT THINK I EVER WANT TO DO ANYTHING EVER AGAIN BECAUSE FOR SOME DUMB REASON I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE CRAP. I THINK IM JUST GONNA STAY AT HOME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND DO NOTHING THAT WAY NO ONE HAST TO LIKE ME OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. ITS CRAP HAVING NO ONE EVER LIKE YOU. MELISSA SOMEONE HAS ATLEAST LIKED YOU SO YOU CANT THEY THAT SOMEONE HASNT. TO MY KNOWLEDGE NO ONE HAS EVER LIKED ME THAT I LIKED BACK. I JUST FEEL LIKE A FAILURE BECAUE I CANT EVEN GET A GUY TO HAVE A CRUSH ON ME. I G2G FAIL THE REST OF MY LIFE AWAY TOO. BYE i just basically am gonna cry myself to sleep. good night