wow
well this is the first time, in like prolly 2-3 years.
anyways, i guess i'm pretty good, not really. not at all actually.
my lover left me like 2 months ago, i still feel liek shit.
this girl i really really like is dating this total idiot.
fucking piece of shit, and she enjoys spending every second with me!
but nooo she feels that she loves him.
well if she did she wouldn't suck my dick now would she?
anyways i'm really drunk right now. and kinda really stoned.
i feel somewhat better. i drove drunk. i did good though cause it was a straight go. just regulating the stops.
but yeah, i called my ex. first time to talk to her since she broke up wtih me. talked for exactly 6 mins.
i was so happy for that moment.
then either she or her stupid new boyfriend grabbed the phone and hung it up.
so... i don't know
made me feel so bad.
she could have atleast gave me a lame excuse to leave.
instead of just turning off her phone.
that really upset me.
so i was really fucking drunk and stoned for sams party cause he might have some cancerous thing in his brain.
but yeah, i was really drunk. Rob picked me up and dropped me off.
at my house.
i tryed finding someone to help me, but everyone had their phones off or just wouldn't answer.
so... i had to walk to the house i was at. and drive my care home.
i made it fine though.
i'm still alive. i'm not too suprised cause it was a straight shot.
but. i dunno
no one would help me?
that was upsetting.
but yeah, that was my day... well noo.
earlier i woke up. ate breakfast, took a shower. but before the wshower i watched a pretty good movie. called I am reed fish. pretty interesting... then i took a shower and met my friend at Starbucks.
sat there... doing nothing.
then went to the party.
man today was shitty.
parties aren't even fun. having that girl to love is much better.
i dunno. man lots of stuff happened. since jessie left me she took half my friends with her. they all hate me cause they always wanted to fuck jessie.
i had my cancer scare.
which was... sCarey. of course.
i don't ave cancer tho so i'm good.
my dad might lose his job. which that will be terrible.
anywho i guess i'll update again later.
anyways, i guess i'm pretty good, not really. not at all actually.
my lover left me like 2 months ago, i still feel liek shit.
this girl i really really like is dating this total idiot.
fucking piece of shit, and she enjoys spending every second with me!
but nooo she feels that she loves him.
well if she did she wouldn't suck my dick now would she?
anyways i'm really drunk right now. and kinda really stoned.
i feel somewhat better. i drove drunk. i did good though cause it was a straight go. just regulating the stops.
but yeah, i called my ex. first time to talk to her since she broke up wtih me. talked for exactly 6 mins.
i was so happy for that moment.
then either she or her stupid new boyfriend grabbed the phone and hung it up.
so... i don't know
made me feel so bad.
she could have atleast gave me a lame excuse to leave.
instead of just turning off her phone.
that really upset me.
so i was really fucking drunk and stoned for sams party cause he might have some cancerous thing in his brain.
but yeah, i was really drunk. Rob picked me up and dropped me off.
at my house.
i tryed finding someone to help me, but everyone had their phones off or just wouldn't answer.
so... i had to walk to the house i was at. and drive my care home.
i made it fine though.
i'm still alive. i'm not too suprised cause it was a straight shot.
but. i dunno
no one would help me?
that was upsetting.
but yeah, that was my day... well noo.
earlier i woke up. ate breakfast, took a shower. but before the wshower i watched a pretty good movie. called I am reed fish. pretty interesting... then i took a shower and met my friend at Starbucks.
sat there... doing nothing.
then went to the party.
man today was shitty.
parties aren't even fun. having that girl to love is much better.
i dunno. man lots of stuff happened. since jessie left me she took half my friends with her. they all hate me cause they always wanted to fuck jessie.
i had my cancer scare.
which was... sCarey. of course.
i don't ave cancer tho so i'm good.
my dad might lose his job. which that will be terrible.
anywho i guess i'll update again later.