there was no... throwdown. It was more like a slowdown.
actually something to report today. here's my fun story from the weekend.
friday night, i wanted to get busy. i figured i could get busy with someone who just wanted to have fun, who we will refer to as "Joel McHale," or i could do it with someone that wanted to skip dating and go straight to lifetime committment, Jaime. I decided to go out with ( Read more... )
friday night, i wanted to get busy. i figured i could get busy with someone who just wanted to have fun, who we will refer to as "Joel McHale," or i could do it with someone that wanted to skip dating and go straight to lifetime committment, Jaime. I decided to go out with ( Read more... )
You find all the wrong people in all the wrong places. By going out o these gay clubs all the time you are essentially sending out a message that you are looking for unstable alcoholic drug addicts.
You're life is a train wreck my dear and you don't seem to know how to clean it up. Stop talking to Jaime. Jaime is a mess. Stop trying to fuck people randomly. Have you heard of AIDS? or a slew of other horrible STD's that aren't worth the mediocre sloppy sex that you're having.
I say all this because I love you and don't want to tell stories about my "poor gay friend that went to shit" 5 years from now.
Just becuase you are gay does not mean that you should lower your standards and mingle with headcases and losers.
First and foremost you need to get your own life straightened up before you try to include anyone else in the picture. Stop drinking. I cannot stress to you how much of a real and actual problem that is. Alcoholism isn't trendy or cute it's a DISEASE Julian, and it will ruin your life and your health in one nice, neat, cirrosis-y little package.
You yourself are a mess, so trying to find a normal person is not going to work. Normal people do not want messes. Other messes want messes.
Get a career, clean up your act and try working on something positive that won't bring you down.
STOP DRINKING. God, i've been telling you this for years.
It's pissing me off to see you in bad situations.
I love you.
Call me sometime.
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