my heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with.
here's my update for the week. last weekend went by quickly. saturday night, my mom had a gathering at the house, and a few friends of mine came. that was a hoot. it was for her and my grandfather's birthday.
chris's ipod went "missing." and the guy that i have been seeing came, and met my family. i've only been seeing him since last thursday, and already he is way attached and into me. i told him straight up that i dont fall for every guy i meet. and after he said, on date # 2, mind you, that i was "totally going to be his boyfriend," i told him to turn the heat down on that pressure cooker.
its been going well though. we're going one day at a time, and taking things slow (or as slow as he can get.) he's a little chatter box and way ADD, but otherwise sweet, and nice to be around. and he's a good kisser. heh. oh, and he looks good naked. but then on the other other hand, he's really clingy, and emotionally needy. i havent made up my mind whether or not i want to keep him.
this week itself has been shitaceous though. sunday after moms party, we left at 1030 am.. for new orleans. drove about 12 hours to biloxi, MS, and spent the night. then went to Father Rivet's funeral monday morning. left at 3pm monday afternoon, and arrived at home at 5am. haha. tuesday i worked from home, wednesday (yesterday) was absolutely crazy. today im just getting back into the flow of things (just in time to be disrupted by the pending weekend and national holiday.) and tomorrow i have a hair and eyebrow appointment.
im worried about the LSAT which is coming up. fast. its dec 1... so i need to get crackin.
oh, and also, im not having sex with jaime until i take an STD test. i hope he does the same. fleh. that conversation will happen on saturday, you know. date #5, the date i told him we'd have a sleep over. whatever, if he really likes me as much as he says he does, he'll wait.
is it wrong to be in a relationship just for the sake of having one? wait... dont answer that. from past experience, the cynical side of me says it is in fact better to be in a relationship where the other likes you more than you like them. that way, when it ends (which is bound to do at some point, be it dramatically or not) you can quickly pack up your emotional baggage and move along. as opposed to spending two years obsessing and crying over that failed relationship that left your heart in pieces. and then watching that half of the failed relationship flourish into everything you've ever wanted, and havent been able to get.
kelly clarkson said it best i think... "my heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with."
i found my "breakaway" CD this morning. ^.^!
chris's ipod went "missing." and the guy that i have been seeing came, and met my family. i've only been seeing him since last thursday, and already he is way attached and into me. i told him straight up that i dont fall for every guy i meet. and after he said, on date # 2, mind you, that i was "totally going to be his boyfriend," i told him to turn the heat down on that pressure cooker.
its been going well though. we're going one day at a time, and taking things slow (or as slow as he can get.) he's a little chatter box and way ADD, but otherwise sweet, and nice to be around. and he's a good kisser. heh. oh, and he looks good naked. but then on the other other hand, he's really clingy, and emotionally needy. i havent made up my mind whether or not i want to keep him.
this week itself has been shitaceous though. sunday after moms party, we left at 1030 am.. for new orleans. drove about 12 hours to biloxi, MS, and spent the night. then went to Father Rivet's funeral monday morning. left at 3pm monday afternoon, and arrived at home at 5am. haha. tuesday i worked from home, wednesday (yesterday) was absolutely crazy. today im just getting back into the flow of things (just in time to be disrupted by the pending weekend and national holiday.) and tomorrow i have a hair and eyebrow appointment.
im worried about the LSAT which is coming up. fast. its dec 1... so i need to get crackin.
oh, and also, im not having sex with jaime until i take an STD test. i hope he does the same. fleh. that conversation will happen on saturday, you know. date #5, the date i told him we'd have a sleep over. whatever, if he really likes me as much as he says he does, he'll wait.
is it wrong to be in a relationship just for the sake of having one? wait... dont answer that. from past experience, the cynical side of me says it is in fact better to be in a relationship where the other likes you more than you like them. that way, when it ends (which is bound to do at some point, be it dramatically or not) you can quickly pack up your emotional baggage and move along. as opposed to spending two years obsessing and crying over that failed relationship that left your heart in pieces. and then watching that half of the failed relationship flourish into everything you've ever wanted, and havent been able to get.
kelly clarkson said it best i think... "my heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with."
i found my "breakaway" CD this morning. ^.^!