I Could But Won't

[juicyt]

I'm by myself
Full of anger, feeling insane
I could plead for help
But I caused all this pain
So the only person that can help me is me
And yet that is much easier said than is done
I still have to find the strength in my body
And no matter how deep I get I can't seen to find none
Every time I build myself up
I find myself falling
And time it gets tough
So I sit back and think
"Why am I here ?? God give me a clue."
I can't stay consistent in anything I do
And this is making it that much more harder for me to persue
Why am I like this ??
Why can't I fight this ??
Is it cause I dont want to ??
Or that I choose not to ??
So here is where I end up
Alone and by myself
Full of anger, feeling insane
I Could plead for help
But Won't cause I caused all of this pain !!!

Written By:
        Tavia Dixon