sometimes i give myself the creeps. sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
i bought a new journal last spring and i wrote in it all summer then couldnt find when i moved to the apt. i was rather sad, btw. i found it a couple minutes ago. really odd to read it, but i'm so glad i got to.
i talked about how scared i was to have a b/f and how scared i was of break ups. that's exactly what i'm feeling now, but i'm so glad i wasnt too scared to date tyler. we had so much fun and i loved him so. sooo...maybe i shouldnt worry that i'm scared now. it's just normal for me?
maybe something awesome will come of this, maybe not. i dunno.
i just want something new to sweep me away. make me not think about last summer's amazingness constantly.
oh, and if i don't get to go to the beach i'm going to be really sad. =(
girls suck. period. the end.
he's coming home todayyyyy =D
i talked about how scared i was to have a b/f and how scared i was of break ups. that's exactly what i'm feeling now, but i'm so glad i wasnt too scared to date tyler. we had so much fun and i loved him so. sooo...maybe i shouldnt worry that i'm scared now. it's just normal for me?
maybe something awesome will come of this, maybe not. i dunno.
i just want something new to sweep me away. make me not think about last summer's amazingness constantly.
oh, and if i don't get to go to the beach i'm going to be really sad. =(
girls suck. period. the end.
he's coming home todayyyyy =D