Oh boo.

Sep 06, 2009 13:03

This entry is about me being a horrible person and that girl in my school named Devon who I was having trouble with last year (this entry here explains everything).

So Devon e-mails my friend Vanessa her schedule (Vanessa was like WHY is she telling me this?!) and includes this segment at the end of her e-mail:

hey were u guys mad at me or something at the end of the year because none of you would sit beside me. You can tell me the truth so Ican change and have u sit beside me. Tiffany kinda seemed the most mad at me but that could just be me and my weirdness. I didnt see u when we got our report cards and so I didnt have you sign my year book. Sorry for whatever I have done. pleas e 4give me. Hope to hear back from u soon.

-Devon

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‘Kay, so, the reason I and everyone else didn’t want to sit beside her is because she’s boring/clingy (AND ABUSIVE OMG; entry above) and waaahaa, whenever I sat with her, she would never speak to me, while all of my other friends would be in front of us/behind us, talking and laughing. I FEEL REALLY EXCLUDED WHENEVER I SIT BESIDE YOU, MISS DEVON. T___T I ALSO DON’T APPRECIATE YOU FRIGGIN KICKING ME EVERYDAY AND MAKING ME WAIT FOR YOU WHILE YOU SLOWLY EAT YOUR LUNCH, WHEN ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS HAVE ALREADY LEFT.

I don’t get why I deserve to have my name mentioned in an email? I wasn’t ~ULTIMATELY EVIL~ or anything! I just wanted to laugh and talk and make classes DURABLE, so I stopped sitting beside her… D: And like, it’s not like I completely didn’t talk to her anymore. Frick, she came to my house twice because I had to do a project with her and Camille (THOUGH SHE WAS REALLY RUDE D<). Okay maybe I’m a pretty mean person for not sitting beside her/trying to ignore her in the first place… but honestly, everyone else was doing the exact same thing so I don’t see why I, especially, had the honor of getting my name mentioned in her e-mail.

I now feel like a horrible person D: I would hate to make someone “change,” WAARGH, GUILT TRIP. And the, “sorry for whatever I have done. Please 4give me” thing is like.. T__T GAHH I FEEL SO MEAN.

Honestly, honestly, I don’t really like hanging out with her. Like.. I hope this doesn't sound too mean.. but, there are other friends that I’d rather be hanging out with. AUGH BUT. I’m not going to be mean to her! I’m just going to treat her like anyone else I know! Yeah D:!

troubles, friends

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