The trees are full of starlight.
I just can't do it. T____T WHAT THE FRICK, I'M SO PATHETIC. When I think about it, a simple "Hi" is so.. SIMPLE. So why can't I just say it?! If I keep thinking about this and regretting everything all summer, watch me totally jump off a bridge T_T
IT'S NOT THAT DIFFICULT. I THINK I MUST BE MENTALLY RETARDED. I KNOW HIS WHOLE SCHEDULE. I KNOW THAT HE GOES TO THE LIBRARY EVERY LUNCH HOUR. I could just pop in and freaking say hi, but no. I'm too darn scared. *rages at self*
I know I've been waiting for summer ever since school began, but I don't want school to end now. I'm really scared that I won't keep in touch with anyone during the summer and all the friendships I've made in the year will just break apart x___x;
We played badminton in gym again, but I just sat on the table/bench thing and did nothing for the whole hour. It was because, again, I didn't have a partner. Waaa, I can't wait till P.E. is over. We still have softball to do after this and I can't take the stares of mocking and/or pity anymore. I've always known I'm not a very approachable person, but really, like
jibun_himesaid, I'm too shy for my own good.
Boo, now I feel all depressed.
IT'S NOT THAT DIFFICULT. I THINK I MUST BE MENTALLY RETARDED. I KNOW HIS WHOLE SCHEDULE. I KNOW THAT HE GOES TO THE LIBRARY EVERY LUNCH HOUR. I could just pop in and freaking say hi, but no. I'm too darn scared. *rages at self*
I know I've been waiting for summer ever since school began, but I don't want school to end now. I'm really scared that I won't keep in touch with anyone during the summer and all the friendships I've made in the year will just break apart x___x;
We played badminton in gym again, but I just sat on the table/bench thing and did nothing for the whole hour. It was because, again, I didn't have a partner. Waaa, I can't wait till P.E. is over. We still have softball to do after this and I can't take the stares of mocking and/or pity anymore. I've always known I'm not a very approachable person, but really, like
jibun_himesaid, I'm too shy for my own good.
Boo, now I feel all depressed.