*We will rebuild them from the start, we will rebuild them from the heart<3*
I don't really know where to start I guess. I just have so much on my mind, good vs bad but im so relieved that the GOOD stuff is so taking over the bad stuff lol does that make sense?
I was talking to Meagan and Dave today in SST about how in 8th grade, everyone was SO close in Epping and everyone in Fremont was so close. How there was barely ever any gossip or fights and everything was just so unforgettable. I miss those days more than you could ever know. Everyone always getting along, always hanging out and never "stabbing" anyone else in the back. I <3'ed those days.
Im not saying that I dont like how things are, in a way I guess I am though. Im happy with how some things are going, trying my best to live my life without regrets and I give myself credit bc personally I think Im doing a damn good job at it.
**Im crazy in love with Matt and I would change nothing about our relationship @ this point. Everything just seems too good to be true *knock on wood*. ((I love you baby. 060203 :-* ))
"There will be a time when our dreams feel so real
Just out of reach but not too far to feel
Together we will finally make them come true
'Cause anythings possible when I am with you"
**Im so thankful for my closest friends who I could never do without. *.*Meagan Hetnar, Maria DiManna, Sarah Croteau, Mike Wheeler, Ashleigh Roy, Justin Stephens, Caitlyn Mitchell, Allyson O'Neal, Eric Stephens (missyou), and if I've missed you im so sorry and keep in mind that this is not in any special order. But honestly from the bottom of my heart I dont know what I would do without any of you. ((I.HeArT.YoU.aLL))
**For those people who I am not friends with, or those people who I have left behind to stay in my past for certain reasons, I'm sorry and I'll admit I miss you sometimes but I've just realized that its up to me when it comes to who I want to be a part of my life and if you dont seem ::true:: then truely you aren't worth it because I do things for me, not for other people and if I feel like I cant trust you then I really dont want anything to do with you.
I dont know where to leave off, Im sure this isnt the end and Im sure in a few minutes after I click, UPDATE, I will remember something I really wanted to write. Ah well shit happens.
Gnight Darlings.
oh yeah, one more thing =P
<3Matt. YoU TrUeLy AmAzE mE! You are the best thing to ever happen to me and I love you more than you could ever imagine. Its an incredible feeling and Im so lucky to be able to experience it with you. :-* FOREVER
I was talking to Meagan and Dave today in SST about how in 8th grade, everyone was SO close in Epping and everyone in Fremont was so close. How there was barely ever any gossip or fights and everything was just so unforgettable. I miss those days more than you could ever know. Everyone always getting along, always hanging out and never "stabbing" anyone else in the back. I <3'ed those days.
Im not saying that I dont like how things are, in a way I guess I am though. Im happy with how some things are going, trying my best to live my life without regrets and I give myself credit bc personally I think Im doing a damn good job at it.
**Im crazy in love with Matt and I would change nothing about our relationship @ this point. Everything just seems too good to be true *knock on wood*. ((I love you baby. 060203 :-* ))
"There will be a time when our dreams feel so real
Just out of reach but not too far to feel
Together we will finally make them come true
'Cause anythings possible when I am with you"
**Im so thankful for my closest friends who I could never do without. *.*Meagan Hetnar, Maria DiManna, Sarah Croteau, Mike Wheeler, Ashleigh Roy, Justin Stephens, Caitlyn Mitchell, Allyson O'Neal, Eric Stephens (missyou), and if I've missed you im so sorry and keep in mind that this is not in any special order. But honestly from the bottom of my heart I dont know what I would do without any of you. ((I.HeArT.YoU.aLL))
**For those people who I am not friends with, or those people who I have left behind to stay in my past for certain reasons, I'm sorry and I'll admit I miss you sometimes but I've just realized that its up to me when it comes to who I want to be a part of my life and if you dont seem ::true:: then truely you aren't worth it because I do things for me, not for other people and if I feel like I cant trust you then I really dont want anything to do with you.
I dont know where to leave off, Im sure this isnt the end and Im sure in a few minutes after I click, UPDATE, I will remember something I really wanted to write. Ah well shit happens.
Gnight Darlings.
oh yeah, one more thing =P
<3Matt. YoU TrUeLy AmAzE mE! You are the best thing to ever happen to me and I love you more than you could ever imagine. Its an incredible feeling and Im so lucky to be able to experience it with you. :-* FOREVER