HELLO YELLOW
Some updates from my last dusty old entry...
1. Room rental is a bitch. People CAN BE mean and ridiculous. It's amazing the people I have to deal with these days. I guess every one have a good piece of this shit. Renting is definitely not my cuppa of tea, especially if you have a landlord. If i have to explain how bad the renting is.. imagine you can only do your laundry once a week, no cooking, no a/c, no internet (yes, i am tapping onto someone's internet and hoping i don't get caught), no visitors. Very sad. I hardly stay at "home". The good news is I'm moving out to a new temporary place. I am seriously lucky that there's a available room offered. My new house will only be ready in probably mid-dec or early-jan...so we'll see. I can't wait for my new houseeee. The real HOME.
2. Work. I am still learning the cycle of work. It is really easy to get suck into the DEAD pattern ---> WORK-HOME-WORK-HOME-WORK-HOME. The kind of life-put-on-repeat-mode. Well, I am lucky and blessed with friends who dragged me outta the DEAD pattern. The con side to it is that I am broke all the time, le sigh. Then, it's very sad to go home straight from work. Seee... the dilemma. Ouh..don't get me started with 'colleagues'.
3. Love. Not sure how should I comment on this. It's complicated seems APT. But then again... I have to be fair to the people who are nice to me. I am really careful with dating guys right now. Installing 'PROBATION PERIOD', it works someohow. It's like a curse, whenever I get engrossed with something/someone? I get bored REAL SOON. Pacing pacing.
Alright, I have to stop right now. Heading for a walk/run. (Yes, I have been exercising twice a week for the last three weeks!)
Wee!
X,
me
1. Room rental is a bitch. People CAN BE mean and ridiculous. It's amazing the people I have to deal with these days. I guess every one have a good piece of this shit. Renting is definitely not my cuppa of tea, especially if you have a landlord. If i have to explain how bad the renting is.. imagine you can only do your laundry once a week, no cooking, no a/c, no internet (yes, i am tapping onto someone's internet and hoping i don't get caught), no visitors. Very sad. I hardly stay at "home". The good news is I'm moving out to a new temporary place. I am seriously lucky that there's a available room offered. My new house will only be ready in probably mid-dec or early-jan...so we'll see. I can't wait for my new houseeee. The real HOME.
2. Work. I am still learning the cycle of work. It is really easy to get suck into the DEAD pattern ---> WORK-HOME-WORK-HOME-WORK-HOME. The kind of life-put-on-repeat-mode. Well, I am lucky and blessed with friends who dragged me outta the DEAD pattern. The con side to it is that I am broke all the time, le sigh. Then, it's very sad to go home straight from work. Seee... the dilemma. Ouh..don't get me started with 'colleagues'.
3. Love. Not sure how should I comment on this. It's complicated seems APT. But then again... I have to be fair to the people who are nice to me. I am really careful with dating guys right now. Installing 'PROBATION PERIOD', it works someohow. It's like a curse, whenever I get engrossed with something/someone? I get bored REAL SOON. Pacing pacing.
Alright, I have to stop right now. Heading for a walk/run. (Yes, I have been exercising twice a week for the last three weeks!)
Wee!
X,
me