BLAH
frustration... what is the point of arguing if a person cannot be persuaded then what is the purpose? that is what debating is.. is it not? so when i feel there is no point I quit... I accept that from that point on it is merely semantics and any further continuance is just a waste of breath, yet she wants to argue with me and i do not understand and i will not begin to because i dont give a fuck i am not gonna piss myself off by continuing to turn blue inthe face over some shit that doesnt matter... in life people choose to do what they choose to do... and you cannot change that. and if you cannot change it why even talk about it? I am not talkin about my wife..
i feel like at times i atract crazy people in to my life and its like i am surrounded by chaos and maybei like it bcause it makes me feel more sane or maybe i am crazy and just dont know that i am on the same level.. either way its kind of fucked i think...i realize that the only person who's craziness i can truly tolerate is my wife's and thats because i love her so much that i learn to choose my battles.. and i guess with everyone else my tolerance is 0 so dont come at me with some bullshit because you'll just get shut down..
i think i am done venting for the morning..
more good stuff later.
i feel like at times i atract crazy people in to my life and its like i am surrounded by chaos and maybei like it bcause it makes me feel more sane or maybe i am crazy and just dont know that i am on the same level.. either way its kind of fucked i think...i realize that the only person who's craziness i can truly tolerate is my wife's and thats because i love her so much that i learn to choose my battles.. and i guess with everyone else my tolerance is 0 so dont come at me with some bullshit because you'll just get shut down..
i think i am done venting for the morning..
more good stuff later.