fuck
so i am sitting here looking at colleges and stuff cause my dad wants me to. but i realize that i'm really scared. people say that i can "probably" get into all of these places. but what happens if none of that works out? what if i have to go to dvc? i have no problem with dvc, but if i had to stay in my home, i think i would shoot someone. so now i am scared, and just want some college to take me. (i know beggers can't be choosers, but i'd rather not end up in like texas or alabama or kansas or some shit. but yea.