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I can't belive it's Christmas in two days. Where has the time gone?
I've been trying to get in the Christmas spirit, believe me, but for some reason it's just not the same anymore. I guess it just comes with age. It sucks though, I remember how excited I used to get about this time of year. At the begining of November I'd be wanting to get Christmas decorations out and I always made my parents get the tree on exactly December first. Baking cookies, buying presents, wrapping presents and decorating the house was what it was all about. And now, I hate to say it, but I really couldn't care less. I'm more worried about school and upcoming exams and how I'm going to get through this year without doing something drastic. I know I'll get through it but it seems to consume my entire mind and it makes me freak out. This year is so different from last. There is no just 'getting by', this is serious.
But besides all that I guess I'm in a good state of mind. I've been able to sleep in and just chill. In the last week alone I've watched so many of my dvd's: Love Actually, Romeo and Juliet, Ever After, Don Juan DeMarco, Motorcycle Diaries, The Notebook (not my choice, I swear), The Sound of Music ( don't laugh) and then a couple Christmas ones as one final attempt to get myself in the spirit. I'm sure there were more, I just can't remember. Oh, I'm seeing 'Brokeback Mountain' tonight. I can't wait. I've been waiting for it to come out forever!
So if any of my friends are still out there then maybe a comment? Perhaps? Is that too much to ask?
I'm thinking of getting rid of this...I don't use it that much anymore.
I've been trying to get in the Christmas spirit, believe me, but for some reason it's just not the same anymore. I guess it just comes with age. It sucks though, I remember how excited I used to get about this time of year. At the begining of November I'd be wanting to get Christmas decorations out and I always made my parents get the tree on exactly December first. Baking cookies, buying presents, wrapping presents and decorating the house was what it was all about. And now, I hate to say it, but I really couldn't care less. I'm more worried about school and upcoming exams and how I'm going to get through this year without doing something drastic. I know I'll get through it but it seems to consume my entire mind and it makes me freak out. This year is so different from last. There is no just 'getting by', this is serious.
But besides all that I guess I'm in a good state of mind. I've been able to sleep in and just chill. In the last week alone I've watched so many of my dvd's: Love Actually, Romeo and Juliet, Ever After, Don Juan DeMarco, Motorcycle Diaries, The Notebook (not my choice, I swear), The Sound of Music ( don't laugh) and then a couple Christmas ones as one final attempt to get myself in the spirit. I'm sure there were more, I just can't remember. Oh, I'm seeing 'Brokeback Mountain' tonight. I can't wait. I've been waiting for it to come out forever!
So if any of my friends are still out there then maybe a comment? Perhaps? Is that too much to ask?
I'm thinking of getting rid of this...I don't use it that much anymore.