20 years old.
Twenty. Yep. Officially not a teenager anymore as of tomorrow at 7:09 am
Life is hard, still trying to figure things out and get through it, or as far through it as I'm willing to go.
So far, interesting things have happened in the city, and I don't even live there (yet). But for the most part, I think it's okay. I'm not a people person. I'm more of an animal person, haha. I'm getting used to it, not minding the trains so much anymore or looking in stores. Some neighborhoods are nicer, not so busy. I like living in quieter places, peaceful places. But I haven't really been exposed to a busy shopping center til this point of my life. Not sure if I like it, though I certaintly like the variety of stores I have to choose from for shopping :)
I want to learn many things. I want to do many things. I want to be many things.
I want to learn to cook, to sew, and to speak another language well enough to visit a foreign country with no problem. I want to learn about everything I have an interest for. I want to learn anything to help me grow into a more efficient ME.
I want to create a comic, or graphic novel. I want to read more comics and graphic novels. I want to read again for pleasure and not schoolwork. I want to eat healthier and go jogging. I want to stretch my wings out and reach the sky. I want to do everything I can think of in my lifetime.
I want to be an amazing artist, a writer, a musician, a chef, a wife, a mother, a teacher, a coach, a superhero, and own all the kinds of pets I want.
I want to know everything will be okay. I don't want to worry about every little thing, but I'm not secure enough not to. And I need help, a lot of it. Otherwise, I'll become consumed, another tasty treat for the cruelty of the world. I'm just hoping... That wont happen.
I want the next 20 years of my life to be fullfilling and happy and successful.
Here's to hoping anyway,
-jml
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