dancing in the rain is worth cathing cold...
i've decided i need to make the best of where i am right now. lately i've felt the need to figure out my future right this second. sure living at home isn't the most ideal situation... but then i talk to people and they're all "i wish that i lived at home... good food etc..." and i guess that's what i have. i miss nativ so much and i think about aliyah constantly but right now, this year - there is nothing i can do. and i guess theres nothing i can really do next year either. beseder... i can deal. i will enjoy this time i have because if i do end up moving... life might not be so comfortable.
i miss jerusalem SO much. i want to wake up in my bed in beit nativ and call molly so we can go down for brunch at tal bagels on emek refaim... or skip seudah shlishit to have tea and snacks with nathalie, sarah, and alicia. i need those people but i know i can't have them here with me now.
but it's ok... it is.