Errmm blaaahh
Went shopping for my mum...errmm kinda fell out with her cauuuse she gave me the list ( which i binned haha) and bought aload of soya, low fat, weight-watchers stuff! She went mad and she i think she thinks i'm relapsing! She let me off cause healthy food is better than no food!
I CUT again! How stupid am i! I don't even like blood or pain or anything gruessome eww! Its not even pretty as i had to wear short sleeves all week ( uniform ) at my dads college ( been on work experience all week .)
I told everyone they were guinea pig scratches lol :S
For some reason i feel really empty...nothings really happened to make me feel like this i just do! Not much of a change there but the my emotions and mood swings are getting more intense and im scared of what i might do! Im not a violent person but yesterday i punched my best friend! She was too stunned to hit me back and i swear if i had a knife i would of stabbed her! I dont even know why the hell i did it :S she didnt do anything to me!
Ahh well ... things can only go up ... right?
Think thin x<3x