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May 31, 2004 09:40

i don't think ursuline's the place for me. i don't want to wake up in the morning and go to school. i don't like classes. i don't like many of the girls there. it's not the school i want to go to for my high school life.

i think i want to transfer out. go to kp high. yeah, it's supposedly such a crappy school, but from what i've seen in nora and shana's journals, people have a lot more fun there. ursuline is boring.

i'm a loser at ursuline. i sit at the loser table with the "losers." that's just the way it is. and skye says that if i be myself more at school, i will make more friends. i don't like our school.

the thing about private school is that the people that deserve to be there usually can't afford it, and the people that can afford it usually don't deserve to be there.

okay, that was kind of a generalization, but the people that struggle to pay for ursuline like myself can realize where i'm coming from.

i was just talking to emily about it last night and i just broke down crying. i don't want to go there anymore. she's so ... wise. i don't know. she carries so much and is just a great friend.

yeah. so i've discovered i can't go to ursuline anymore. i hope my parents understand, but they probably won't. i'll wait until emily goes home and then tell them. god, this is going to be hard.

wish me luck.

<3 charlotte
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