angryyyyyyyyy....?

[juiceteen]

i hate when people talk to me about shit that i really dont care about and they know that i dont care about it. and i know that they are just trying to make me jealous and they know that they are doing that too. i hate it. but you dont want to be a total bitch and you dont want the person to know that what they are saying is bothering you because then they have won and they will keep doing it to you because now they have some sick perverse pleasure in doing it. im angry.
grrrrrrrr.....
people are fucking stupid. myself included for playing into the bullshit.
why couldnt i have been a caterpillar instead. hey, i saw birds humping for the first time over on the weekend. we were sitting at the table, for mothers day dinner, and we were watching these two birds go at it on the ladder in our front lawn. funny shit.
sorry, ive never been good at being angry.....
night!