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[juicebox_woes]

If....if I'd been stronger......

.....hadn't hesitated...hadn't....hadn't been so weak.....

I could have done something, could......could have stopped it, could have found some other way....

.......he wouldn't have had to die......

[ooc: Emoing over Kaien's death and the circumstances around it, as it's really her only true regret.]