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Hitsugaya-taichou, Hinamori-fukutaichou, Kusajishi-fukutaichou....thank you for your hospitality, but I think....
....I just...need some time alone for a bit.
[Private/Easily Hackable:]
He's....back again. I knew he'd come back..
But he's....different. He doesn't remember. He doesn't remember anything. It hurts.... I know it shouldn't, that I should be able to keep going and not let it get to me, but....
I miss him....I miss what we had, but I guess....maybe it was just...just not meant to last.
I don't even know how to act around him right now. He probably wants the normal Rukia he's used to, and I...if that's what he wants, then that's what I'll try to do, I just...I'm afraid, I guess. Afraid that I can't...go back to "normal". I was happy the way we were....so happy. I just...wanted to have that back, I guess. Even if we have to start over again...
....I just...need some time alone for a bit.
[Private/Easily Hackable:]
He's....back again. I knew he'd come back..
But he's....different. He doesn't remember. He doesn't remember anything. It hurts.... I know it shouldn't, that I should be able to keep going and not let it get to me, but....
I miss him....I miss what we had, but I guess....maybe it was just...just not meant to last.
I don't even know how to act around him right now. He probably wants the normal Rukia he's used to, and I...if that's what he wants, then that's what I'll try to do, I just...I'm afraid, I guess. Afraid that I can't...go back to "normal". I was happy the way we were....so happy. I just...wanted to have that back, I guess. Even if we have to start over again...