Feb 17, 2005 00:59
where does the time go? valentine's day was good. we all survived, only about 75 left to get through, at most. school is busy and full of projects that involve lots of research. been getting too many bad headaches lately. last night was not so happy. but i'm not going to feel bad for feeling things anymore. being hard on yourself = not so lovely. i have to deal with my shit now so i'm not still dealing with it in 2008. it's just lonely on the mountain of enlightenment. can ya tell i've been trying to write a paper all night? bargain shopping this weekend and reuniting with estranged irvine buddies? yes i think so. i'm pretty boring and zombie-like today...
"i can't help but wonder...what's it all worth??"