Shit...

May 30, 2004 14:36

Graduation was last night. I had a horrible time. After the grad ceremony, I went with everyone to wherever they were going. Wendy's to be specific. I was depressed all night, and the highlight of it was getting a rose from Diz. It smelled nice, even if she only gave it to me cause she didn't want to carry it, it was the most affection from anyone I got all night.
Jinju didn't even hug me goodbye.
We sat and played guitar with Scott during the ceremony. I'm so inferior.
I think Jinju has a thing for him.
It hurt's to even think about.

I called her this morning. She was sleeping late.
I called back around 1.
She said she was eating and she would call me back. She didn't even say bye, she just hung up as soon as I said okay.
She didn't call me back.

She's not home. She left.

I just want you to know I still love you. Wherever you are, not thinking about me. I want you to know I'm thinking about you. After all that we've been through. After all we've stuck it out for eachother, I'm the one left broken.

I hate to say I told you so.
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