Well...what to say about today...
Well, last night was a trip...
I left my bass in Lucas's car ... i wish he answered his phone. I got my call from Jinju this morning, and it made me so excited... I didn't quite get the news I'd hoped for, but it's okay...because honestly, we had a long talk this morning...longer than usual...and it made me realize more than ever that I don't need to worry about her, she's a big girl, she really is. I have so much love and respect for her. I've never felt like this before in my life, she's so amazing and I don't think I can live without her. She's my soulmate and my best friend. Her and Spenser at least. I love you guys both and I'll never let you go. I'm so lucky to have people like them in my life. I'm so lucky to have all my friends in my life. I don't mean to be emo and shit, but I feel like i've grown up in the past few months more than I have in my entire life. I've grown musically, thanks to playing shows with other bands, and most importantly, playing music with my bandmates. Jd, Jordan, Zach and Cody, you guys are fucking awesome. I'm especially sorry to Jordan and Zach for all the gas money. I'm a hassle, I know. I'll try to be less so.
I'm gonna write more about how I feel about music right now...
Jordan, Zach, and Skye and JD are so much of what inspired me to play all the kinds of music I play now. They inspired me to work my ass off practicing to stretch our limits and widen our genre. At very first, it was almost as difficult to be in a band as it was fun. It's so much more relaxed now. It's so much easier to take everyone's input and to spit out a song. I love playing music, I love writing music, and I love this band.
I left my bass in Lucas's car ... i wish he answered his phone. I got my call from Jinju this morning, and it made me so excited... I didn't quite get the news I'd hoped for, but it's okay...because honestly, we had a long talk this morning...longer than usual...and it made me realize more than ever that I don't need to worry about her, she's a big girl, she really is. I have so much love and respect for her. I've never felt like this before in my life, she's so amazing and I don't think I can live without her. She's my soulmate and my best friend. Her and Spenser at least. I love you guys both and I'll never let you go. I'm so lucky to have people like them in my life. I'm so lucky to have all my friends in my life. I don't mean to be emo and shit, but I feel like i've grown up in the past few months more than I have in my entire life. I've grown musically, thanks to playing shows with other bands, and most importantly, playing music with my bandmates. Jd, Jordan, Zach and Cody, you guys are fucking awesome. I'm especially sorry to Jordan and Zach for all the gas money. I'm a hassle, I know. I'll try to be less so.
I'm gonna write more about how I feel about music right now...
Jordan, Zach, and Skye and JD are so much of what inspired me to play all the kinds of music I play now. They inspired me to work my ass off practicing to stretch our limits and widen our genre. At very first, it was almost as difficult to be in a band as it was fun. It's so much more relaxed now. It's so much easier to take everyone's input and to spit out a song. I love playing music, I love writing music, and I love this band.