Sep 01, 2008 02:48
it's been a little over a week since i've left home and i'm already terribly homesick.
nyc, babee.
feelin' kind of lonely and cuddle-less tonight. looking at old timey pics of good loveliness on facebook isn't a nice cure. makes it worse really. why can't all my boos and true loves live with me in a big house in the middle of the city?
missing peeps constantly.
HOWEVER<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Nyc is bomb! I've only met like two potential friendies but they are fabulous (not counting my roomates who are totally awesome as well)
last night i went out to brooklyn and it was real trashy and classy and FINALLY i was only one of two white girls. the rest were korean, minus one chinese boy. thank fuckin' christ, it's about time. we danced a lot in trashy dive bars to ghetto music. about died when i walked in and busta bust was playing, followed by tribe. and can you say prince? michael j j?
moving away is hard and taxin. making new friends is scary. i love where i'm at though. i wouldn't have it any other way. just lonely... and single now. no cuddles anymore :(
i find it hard to find a cuddle "replacement". by that i of course mean substitute. too many good cuddlers are so long distance.
classes start tuesday. i have them at night and also on wednesday. i craigs listed a lot of jobs today. maybe the cute papiere will call me back...
in other news, tomorrow coney island.
antony is in the city next month.
i have successfully not cried hardly at all since i've been here. well, like twice.
drinking and smoking is important, but expensive.
hopefully i will be slimmer and hairier by the end of the month.....
big city lights,
loneliness,
only white girl,
homesickness,
cuddling,
antony