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Life is adorable now,
usually..
caught up in two days of allergy outbreaks and slumps. not so sure how i feel about certain things.
probably pms.
but i don't like feeling lonely when i shouldn't. i don't like it a damn bit.
thinking about where my life is headed right now is beyond terrifying and back again.
going to cut off all my hair at the end of the summer and leave a rattail. going to say goodbye to many people. but the hardest is always jesse.
things are gonna change so hard.
i'm having a hard time keeping my emotions together most of the time.
i can't let myself go like this. . . i really can't. i'm trying to enjoy the ride and what i have left but it's just a lot to handle.
hopefully i can stay distracted with books and hairspray and bedazzlers and allergy medication.
strangely enough, hearing the fabulous neil diamond sing, 'girl you'll be a woman soon', really hits home.
it's coming. . .
usually..
caught up in two days of allergy outbreaks and slumps. not so sure how i feel about certain things.
probably pms.
but i don't like feeling lonely when i shouldn't. i don't like it a damn bit.
thinking about where my life is headed right now is beyond terrifying and back again.
going to cut off all my hair at the end of the summer and leave a rattail. going to say goodbye to many people. but the hardest is always jesse.
things are gonna change so hard.
i'm having a hard time keeping my emotions together most of the time.
i can't let myself go like this. . . i really can't. i'm trying to enjoy the ride and what i have left but it's just a lot to handle.
hopefully i can stay distracted with books and hairspray and bedazzlers and allergy medication.
strangely enough, hearing the fabulous neil diamond sing, 'girl you'll be a woman soon', really hits home.
it's coming. . .