Oct 22, 2006 20:40
I miss Anthony Groth so much.
As much as I love ALL of my friends, i've never loved anyone as much as I love Anthony.
I don't know if anyone will take offense to that, but I don't mean it in a offensive way.
I thinks it's weird but true that I've loved a boy more than I have any girl.
It's weird, I just miss him more than you know.
I felt like I wasted the last bit of time we had because of EVERYTHING that happened.
Sometimes I still just want to cry, not because i'm sad, I just have moments where the shock is still leaving my body.
I can't even remember the last time I saw him.
Ughhh!
I wish it was last year.
I wish it was this day last year and I felt exactly how I did today.
ahahahaha, that would be great.
I had an amazing senior year......I just didn't know it 'til now.
oh man, it's cool. It's ALOT better now.
I'm so glad everything happened the was it did.
I feel so strong.