Jan 19, 2005 08:22
so apparently people think im an ungrateful bitch and that i dont appreciate what i have because i have some perfect life. this is wrong and it makes me sad that people think that. i appreciate what ive had...ive been really lucky. well not so much lucky, ive worked for the skating part of it. thats my dream - theres no way i couldnt appreciate that. and yep im a spoiled brat, too. but nobody knows what i really go through. my parents and coaches use my success against me. they expect more of me. thats not always a bad thing. but not one person knows exactly what i go through. i just put on a happy face until i get so angry that i have to say something about it and then i guess is comes off like i am an ungrateful bitch. so whatever. you all can think that if you really want to...its no different than its been since i was about 8 years old. people talking behind my back and having faulty thoughts about who i am. im used to it.
went to chelseys to study last night, didnt study like one bit. but it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo ROYALLY STELLARLY FUN let me tell you!