Gratitude post

Apr 15, 2015 22:29

1.  I am grateful today for the beautiful warm weather - even though that damn wind is still cold!

2.  I am grateful today for the moments I had with my son at the park.  As the sun was lowering in the sky, the light was beautiful, and backlit him and a little girl his age, running and laughing together.  A moment of peace, of pleasure in the moment, in him

3.  I am grateful that I was able to stand, walk, and even run and kick the ball around with him today, what with the hip bursitis, dysplasia and general pain.  I enjoyed myself.

4.  I am grateful for the older kids who let him play soccer with them, and gently kicked the ball to him a few times, and included him for a moment.  That was kind of awesome.

5.  I am grateful the little girl and her mom came to the park at the same time as us - it made it more enjoyable for the both of us!

6.  I am grateful for my medical coverage.  I got a bill for all of 16$ today for an orthodontia guard.  And I might not even have to pay the 16$!

7.  I am grateful to my husband for his understanding of my mental illness, and the difficulties I have.  Today is the third day I have not gone to work in a row, and when I told him today I wasn't going in, there was just acceptance.  I remember having such a feeling of relief.  He's been a lot more understanding of my limitations, and it makes me feel more supported.

8.  I am grateful that today I was (for a little while, anyway) able to accept my limitations in terms of my health, and not feel guilty (again, for a little while) that I wasn't doing more, or being more.  SO tired of that emotion.  But there was definitely some good moments in there.  In that same vein, i was able to deal with my anxiety before Alexis and Alexavier got home, and address what I was feeling directly.  There is peace to be had, if I can just bring myself to find it. And today I actually believe it.
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