Jun 25, 2005 10:25
Have u ever been so happy u could cry. I have many problamos right now but i think there is a man i can talk to about anything. I really miss him but it wasn't meant to be or was it. I have a great hot man right now and he's wonderful to me and i like him so much its just i wonder if he'll ever ask me out. I just keep wondering if i'm good enough for him. I do not know why i feel as i do, but its got to mean something. I mean we talk all the time and he calls me all the time and i let him go but can he ask me out already i just need someone there and i really like him. He's perfect, tall, dark, handsome, and gorgeous fucking eyes, and not to mention nice hair. I know i'm not perfect i'm flubby, my roots are coming in, i have a big ass and i can be really clingy. I hate that!, oh and i can be really jealous, another bad point right. Why would anyone want to date me. I know, i have nice breasts and a great ass? or I'm easy. Not really well kinda just ask a little man or shall i say big man named Jeremiah. I'm going to see him tonight, its going to be kinda awquard cause i'll have derek there but hey at least i can show jeremiah that i can get somone better then him. I have come to the conclusion that I have no opinion of my own. gothic music omg its so amazing, ahhhh I could be like wow, anyways enough. lol. Well i think its time to go for me.
sincerely,
Kristen Allyssa