So...
I feel like posting.
So... 2 jobs and 18 credits has proven to be too much, surprise surprise, if only I would have figured that out sooner.
I am enjoying my living arrangements much more this year, I'm not sure if it is the fact I have a kitchen, a roommate, or am just being forced to be more social. Anyway, I am enjoying this semester a lot more than last year.
I pray that my hearing is not getting worse, I don't know what I'd do if it got to the point where I couldn't be a controller. I have to say there isn't a whole lot in life that scares me, but having my dream shattered because of a medical issue is definitely number one on the list.
On the topic of becoming a controller, I know it is what I want to do but I'm not sure if I can take the stress. Having to write papers recently analyzing accidents where controllers played a part (not directly their fault though), I'm not sure if I could deal with something like that if god forbid it were to happen during my shift.
I am not excited for winter, not even a little.
I AM excited to be that much closer to graduating though, I can start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, even though it is almost two years out.
Reading my last post in May, I am still wondering where are the girls who don't just want sex? Also, maybe my standards are too high but is it too much to ask to find a girl who is nice, intelligent and single?
I want to be more self-confident.
I also want to be more social, maybe that is related to the above. I want to be able to go up to random people at a party and introduce myself and start a conversation. I envy those who have that ability.
I am extremely thankful for my family, both immediate, extended and otherwise, I count myself very lucky to have ended up with the family I have.
Lastly, I need to find some new music, I'm running out of music to listen to at work.
So... 2 jobs and 18 credits has proven to be too much, surprise surprise, if only I would have figured that out sooner.
I am enjoying my living arrangements much more this year, I'm not sure if it is the fact I have a kitchen, a roommate, or am just being forced to be more social. Anyway, I am enjoying this semester a lot more than last year.
I pray that my hearing is not getting worse, I don't know what I'd do if it got to the point where I couldn't be a controller. I have to say there isn't a whole lot in life that scares me, but having my dream shattered because of a medical issue is definitely number one on the list.
On the topic of becoming a controller, I know it is what I want to do but I'm not sure if I can take the stress. Having to write papers recently analyzing accidents where controllers played a part (not directly their fault though), I'm not sure if I could deal with something like that if god forbid it were to happen during my shift.
I am not excited for winter, not even a little.
I AM excited to be that much closer to graduating though, I can start to see the light at the end of the tunnel, even though it is almost two years out.
Reading my last post in May, I am still wondering where are the girls who don't just want sex? Also, maybe my standards are too high but is it too much to ask to find a girl who is nice, intelligent and single?
I want to be more self-confident.
I also want to be more social, maybe that is related to the above. I want to be able to go up to random people at a party and introduce myself and start a conversation. I envy those who have that ability.
I am extremely thankful for my family, both immediate, extended and otherwise, I count myself very lucky to have ended up with the family I have.
Lastly, I need to find some new music, I'm running out of music to listen to at work.