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[jugglingclovers]

I dont wanna write in here anymore. Everything seems so far away. I remember i think i felt this way last year too. College, work, friends, jake, money. There has been a pretty constant stream of some entertainment so it's not as bad as it could be. Jacobbbb is the furthest. For away in distance and in lifestyle suppose. He wants me to visit on fourth of july weekend but i dont know ifffffffffff he realizes its fourth of july. Since he doesnt usually make any effort to contact me..... text computer a call.... nothing i always feel furtherrrrrr. If you really miss me like you say you do...... call me. I feeeeeel infinitely unworthyyyyyyyy of everything anytime. I want a ukulele. 
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