I don't have time to teach patience...
Hey readers,
I feel like doing abit of an update. So lets go back to last thursday. Why? Because the days before blew ass. Thursday did some hanging out with Cait and her friend Sarah. It was good seeing her again, but I really don't like to see much any more. Hurts to much. But some good did come out of it though, got amanda and cait back together again. What the fuck was your guy's deal anyway? Hey we've only been friends since we where 5 and now things "might" be abit awkard or "embarressing" I'm not gonna try to put effort into talking to my childhood friend... Talk about some fucking retarded bullshit. If you know how to get ahold of your best friend, and refuse too because of one topic that might come up that you don't want to talk about, and let that break up that friendship. Then there is something seriously wrong. Grow a spine, some balls, have some confendence in your self, it's your best friend from childhood here, you should be able to talk to them about anything and everything with ease and with out judgement. Because no matter what there are still gonna be your friend. So why not talk to them? Letting it go to waste is just stupid in my eyes. But anyway... So we all drove around trying to figure out where to go to eat and have lunch. After making one big circle we finally came too Olive garden. Don't care to much for it but whatever, it wasn't for me anyway. My mind was way to concerned about other things. Like with my dad's medical problems, and my sisters issues. It really was just about my sis really. We've grown so far apart and I can't connect with her anymore. Nothing that I say gets to her, and I'm afraid that she might be making some bad decisions, some that could mess up her entire life. I don't want her to be a baby momma or a druggy. I've seen to many people walk down that path at Meridion and I'll be damned if she goes down that one too. So my mind was on that the entire time I was hanging out with Cait really. So it worked out anyway, Amanda and Cait did most of the talking anyway, let them catch up. I wasn't much in the mood to say much anyhow.
Saturday... Don't remember what I did... So it must of been important. Oh wait chilled with frankie, and his less jailbait girlfriend ashley, seen a horrid movie called Stay Alive...SUCKED! Talked to rachel whom I havn't seen in a while. Frankie says that I should try to go and date her. I wouldn't mind cept for the simple fact that she's a smoker. Huge turn off. And I'm not gonna try to change her. I might have to listen to what I have to say but I doubt she'll take any of my advice seeing on her point of veiw on smoking is. Great gal, good looking, easy to get along with, but she smokes. Not haveing any of that. Plus she's still in high school for about two more months or so, and she kinda already has a boyfriend. But I'll keep rock'n the single life. It's what I'm best at anyway, plus being dense isn't all that bad.
~Andrew
I feel like doing abit of an update. So lets go back to last thursday. Why? Because the days before blew ass. Thursday did some hanging out with Cait and her friend Sarah. It was good seeing her again, but I really don't like to see much any more. Hurts to much. But some good did come out of it though, got amanda and cait back together again. What the fuck was your guy's deal anyway? Hey we've only been friends since we where 5 and now things "might" be abit awkard or "embarressing" I'm not gonna try to put effort into talking to my childhood friend... Talk about some fucking retarded bullshit. If you know how to get ahold of your best friend, and refuse too because of one topic that might come up that you don't want to talk about, and let that break up that friendship. Then there is something seriously wrong. Grow a spine, some balls, have some confendence in your self, it's your best friend from childhood here, you should be able to talk to them about anything and everything with ease and with out judgement. Because no matter what there are still gonna be your friend. So why not talk to them? Letting it go to waste is just stupid in my eyes. But anyway... So we all drove around trying to figure out where to go to eat and have lunch. After making one big circle we finally came too Olive garden. Don't care to much for it but whatever, it wasn't for me anyway. My mind was way to concerned about other things. Like with my dad's medical problems, and my sisters issues. It really was just about my sis really. We've grown so far apart and I can't connect with her anymore. Nothing that I say gets to her, and I'm afraid that she might be making some bad decisions, some that could mess up her entire life. I don't want her to be a baby momma or a druggy. I've seen to many people walk down that path at Meridion and I'll be damned if she goes down that one too. So my mind was on that the entire time I was hanging out with Cait really. So it worked out anyway, Amanda and Cait did most of the talking anyway, let them catch up. I wasn't much in the mood to say much anyhow.
Saturday... Don't remember what I did... So it must of been important. Oh wait chilled with frankie, and his less jailbait girlfriend ashley, seen a horrid movie called Stay Alive...SUCKED! Talked to rachel whom I havn't seen in a while. Frankie says that I should try to go and date her. I wouldn't mind cept for the simple fact that she's a smoker. Huge turn off. And I'm not gonna try to change her. I might have to listen to what I have to say but I doubt she'll take any of my advice seeing on her point of veiw on smoking is. Great gal, good looking, easy to get along with, but she smokes. Not haveing any of that. Plus she's still in high school for about two more months or so, and she kinda already has a boyfriend. But I'll keep rock'n the single life. It's what I'm best at anyway, plus being dense isn't all that bad.
~Andrew