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Hey readers,
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats just about explains how I'm been feeling today. Part good part bad. Bad seeing how I'm rocking out with 3 hours of sleep, going in on my day off, and blowing some of my friends off. Gotta love having leaks. But I couldn't leave durwood hanging though. But Thankfully I was able to get back with Lauren and Cam (they're former classmates from welding. But yeah most of the negative aaaahhh part was mainly going back into work, having little sleep, and dealing with my bud's girlfriends. Frankie- He's been a good friend now since I was 12. But he's dating some stupid bitch named ashley. She's 15, and really controlling. She just causes retarded problems and throw the biggest hissy fits. She calls him all the damn time when she isn't with him and leaves little to no room for him to chill with his friends without her. Such a pain. She gets worse but I don't feel like rambling about much longer, but thankfully Matt's gal is much better. But Matt is getting pretty stupid with her. I havn't really hung out with him since I moved out. And when I'm I was over there he talked to her for most of the damn time. Sweet dude, real fucking sweet. Can you say I love you anymore than 53 times a minutes? Oh wait yes you can. And repeat. She's 17 is in school, it's a school night' it's bloody 1 am, and she has exam in the morning. Tell her to go to bed and get some fucking sleep and stop wasting time my time hers, and yours with this. Talk to her when I'm gone and when she gets back from school. Kinda really glad I'm not dating anyone from highschool, and that isn't crazy. There's some gals I wouldn't mind seeing but still. I don't personally think if your in COLLEGE you should be dating some body in HIGH SCHOOL!!! Exspeically if your both sophmores. Something just strikes me as odd with that. I know I'm no great catch, and I'm no Pimp Master Flex Surprime. But I'm sure if I would like to see somebody anybody just some random gal I'm sure I could get atleast one gal that has her degree or atleast a G.E.D. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I have to many rules to go about seeing a person. But enough about that topic for now.
The good things is I ROCK I BROKE A HUNDRED IN BOWLING TODAY!! NOT ONCE BUT TWICE! But most unfortaintly I can only prove one. How? Dunno just did some rock'n. Can i do it again? Prolly not. But I'm feeling good. Got to see some old friends. And right now there to much of anything to bring me down. Maybe If I went looking for it. But No, I'm not so things are good. Going to school, trying to get my life into something great. I'm going to be a greater man than my father. He's a good man, a real damn good man. But I know If i stick true, I'll become much more. Gonna go for my liceance here pretty soon. Start'n to lay out some life goals and a plan on how to do them. Even if I face them alone. I've had the comfort of my family to back me up when needed. But it's about time I finally leave here and start to soar. It's not going to be easy, or quick but I know in the end it's all gonna be worth it in the end. I want to travel the world, get some land of my own build my house, get a bike, and a muscle car. Thats more of the material wants/goals. But one day I'm gonna raise a family and I know I maybe a dick but I know My Child, will go and become something far greater than me. I know this because I won't allow anything else. I've had a rough childhood, and I'LL BE DAMNED if my let my kids or loved ones face anything like it. I'll live in a shit hole, but if I'm taking care of somebody else, you'll be sure to be taken care of in the proper settings. Key word here "proper" not the best. Why I say that, is because if you give somebody the best of everything, they become spoiled and won't settle for anything less. I'm sorry but I don't think anybody DESERVES the best best all day and every day. Then the BEST becomes the new normal. Normal is what everbody uses and is good enough for anybody and everybody. Everbody is born the same way, and nobody is born better or greater than the person right next to them. The only thing that makes a person "better" or "greater" than somebody else is in my own eyes, is how they treat everybody else, how they treat them selfs and on how/what they can bring to the table to make things better. That doesn't mean if ya have more skills/talens than somebody else doesn't make ya better than joe smoe there, it just means ya have something different. But if your a leech, a dick weed good for nothing scum, than thats just about the only way I would say that your better than somebody else. But What do I know? I'm still 19 and got alot to learn still. We all learn off each other, and I've been wrong many times before and I'll know I'll be again. But like all the road trips before I've said "We'll be alright" and we will be if ya keep ya head up and keep moving forward. Well it's late and I'm sleepy. So Night all, and have a good one.
~Andrew
P.s. And if ya don't like me trying to shine a rainbow out ya ass, stop being pissy, shut the fuck up, get that damn brick outta ya ass, and learn how to deal with ya fucking shit. Nobody likes hearing people bitch but we all do it. I'm trying to cut back, atleast ya can do is try too, assholes.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats just about explains how I'm been feeling today. Part good part bad. Bad seeing how I'm rocking out with 3 hours of sleep, going in on my day off, and blowing some of my friends off. Gotta love having leaks. But I couldn't leave durwood hanging though. But Thankfully I was able to get back with Lauren and Cam (they're former classmates from welding. But yeah most of the negative aaaahhh part was mainly going back into work, having little sleep, and dealing with my bud's girlfriends. Frankie- He's been a good friend now since I was 12. But he's dating some stupid bitch named ashley. She's 15, and really controlling. She just causes retarded problems and throw the biggest hissy fits. She calls him all the damn time when she isn't with him and leaves little to no room for him to chill with his friends without her. Such a pain. She gets worse but I don't feel like rambling about much longer, but thankfully Matt's gal is much better. But Matt is getting pretty stupid with her. I havn't really hung out with him since I moved out. And when I'm I was over there he talked to her for most of the damn time. Sweet dude, real fucking sweet. Can you say I love you anymore than 53 times a minutes? Oh wait yes you can. And repeat. She's 17 is in school, it's a school night' it's bloody 1 am, and she has exam in the morning. Tell her to go to bed and get some fucking sleep and stop wasting time my time hers, and yours with this. Talk to her when I'm gone and when she gets back from school. Kinda really glad I'm not dating anyone from highschool, and that isn't crazy. There's some gals I wouldn't mind seeing but still. I don't personally think if your in COLLEGE you should be dating some body in HIGH SCHOOL!!! Exspeically if your both sophmores. Something just strikes me as odd with that. I know I'm no great catch, and I'm no Pimp Master Flex Surprime. But I'm sure if I would like to see somebody anybody just some random gal I'm sure I could get atleast one gal that has her degree or atleast a G.E.D. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I have to many rules to go about seeing a person. But enough about that topic for now.
The good things is I ROCK I BROKE A HUNDRED IN BOWLING TODAY!! NOT ONCE BUT TWICE! But most unfortaintly I can only prove one. How? Dunno just did some rock'n. Can i do it again? Prolly not. But I'm feeling good. Got to see some old friends. And right now there to much of anything to bring me down. Maybe If I went looking for it. But No, I'm not so things are good. Going to school, trying to get my life into something great. I'm going to be a greater man than my father. He's a good man, a real damn good man. But I know If i stick true, I'll become much more. Gonna go for my liceance here pretty soon. Start'n to lay out some life goals and a plan on how to do them. Even if I face them alone. I've had the comfort of my family to back me up when needed. But it's about time I finally leave here and start to soar. It's not going to be easy, or quick but I know in the end it's all gonna be worth it in the end. I want to travel the world, get some land of my own build my house, get a bike, and a muscle car. Thats more of the material wants/goals. But one day I'm gonna raise a family and I know I maybe a dick but I know My Child, will go and become something far greater than me. I know this because I won't allow anything else. I've had a rough childhood, and I'LL BE DAMNED if my let my kids or loved ones face anything like it. I'll live in a shit hole, but if I'm taking care of somebody else, you'll be sure to be taken care of in the proper settings. Key word here "proper" not the best. Why I say that, is because if you give somebody the best of everything, they become spoiled and won't settle for anything less. I'm sorry but I don't think anybody DESERVES the best best all day and every day. Then the BEST becomes the new normal. Normal is what everbody uses and is good enough for anybody and everybody. Everbody is born the same way, and nobody is born better or greater than the person right next to them. The only thing that makes a person "better" or "greater" than somebody else is in my own eyes, is how they treat everybody else, how they treat them selfs and on how/what they can bring to the table to make things better. That doesn't mean if ya have more skills/talens than somebody else doesn't make ya better than joe smoe there, it just means ya have something different. But if your a leech, a dick weed good for nothing scum, than thats just about the only way I would say that your better than somebody else. But What do I know? I'm still 19 and got alot to learn still. We all learn off each other, and I've been wrong many times before and I'll know I'll be again. But like all the road trips before I've said "We'll be alright" and we will be if ya keep ya head up and keep moving forward. Well it's late and I'm sleepy. So Night all, and have a good one.
~Andrew
P.s. And if ya don't like me trying to shine a rainbow out ya ass, stop being pissy, shut the fuck up, get that damn brick outta ya ass, and learn how to deal with ya fucking shit. Nobody likes hearing people bitch but we all do it. I'm trying to cut back, atleast ya can do is try too, assholes.