Mar 20, 2005 01:09
hey whuts up everyone. im just hangin out at my mom's house for the weekend. and i miss my baby...=( i thought i was gonna see her tomarrow at 3 but i guess not. i was just gonna go back home, just for her, because she's the only reason im in manchester still. *does a shot* but i had some fun today. woke up with a little headache because gin and tonics do that to me. but i just had some coffee and a pound of bacon and i was good. then i went outside w/ rob and we burned the leaves and branches and shit that he cut down. but we're kinda in the middle of no where, so no cops came or whatever. then we went for a ride to the store on their bike. it was kinda chilly but it was fun. we rented the punisher, which was so good, and this other movie that i never heard of and it ended up being a really low budget movie and had horrible acting. so we shut it off like 25 minutes into it. haha. i went to go put in american history x and i left the dvd in my dvd player at home. haha. i was so in the mood to watch that, because my mom and rob have never seen it. so we watched a little bit of braveheart. *sip of gin and tonic* so the day was ok. i dont really know whats goin on for tomarrow. maybe ill just go home late afternoon and just wait for my baby, that i love and didnt stop thinking about this whole weekend, for one second!! i talked to my carebear for a little bit tonight but she wasnt too happy, but i made her laugh a few times on the phone, so that was good. hehe. but now she went to bed angry, which makes me sad....=( but life goes on and "its not about winning" *does a shot* i think its about what you have and makes you happy, that you should always focus on and never forget. so im out on that note. lata everyone *muah*
-TJ-
p.s. with this being arrested thing with me and finding my true love, i feel like i act like a completly different person. but in a good way kinda. i just feel so good about myself, because i found what i want and need out of life. and oh yeah!....22 days no cigarettes!!! atleast i think thats the number. its around there