cant sleep
i dont know why im still up...i have a 12 hour day tomarrow. i just watched "natural born killers" twice. i guess i cant sleep because of <3her<3. i still to this day, a week later, dont know what im feeling about it....maybe lost? disappointment? hurt? happiness? i dont think thats it because....im not happy...but on the other hand. im not getting hurt...so i dont really know where to look or choose my right hand or my left...but im smoking a cigarette and laying back down and turning my computer off....oh yeah, p.s. i bid on ebay tonight for a new phone, i won. so....yay *sarcasticly*. goodnight.....