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[juggalos4ever]

hey again....im writing in this bullshit kause im waiting for my dad to go to sleep so i can drink my fucking anger away because im older and am able to do so. sense i am not wanted and wanted "to hang out w/" i am going to drink my ass off. but im not going to get alcohol poisoning kause im irish, which kinda sucks. i just want to start doing

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[xssamiix]

i wanted to hang out with you last night, but i just couldnt deal with being with a lot of people. thats why i came home at 7. i really hope your ok, ur really scaryin me with all this drinking talk. ...but u knew ahead of time that i was doin thouse stupid things yesterday, its not like i sed like yesterday morning o im doin this today so w/e. i really wanted to hang out with YOU last night at nineish, but i didnt think being in a loud public place would have ben a good idea at the time when u called. cuz i screwed up n did stupid things yesterday. i should listen to what u have to say, u always seem to be right. you mean more than nething to me, if i could take yesterday back i would, but i cant. you should know that i wouldnt/dont do things intentinoly to hurt you like this. i dont want to see you hurt, upset, angered, i dont want u feeling like this. im just a screw up, theres nothing else i can fuckin say. i do fucked up things, then screw up the only thing that means nething to me

[juggalos4ever]

i dont even know how many times you have said "i do fucked up things, then screw up the only thing that means nething to me." you always say that...but you keep doing it and repeating yourself. that is whut you should be worried about, trying to cut down on saying "sorry" all the time.....not my drinking. i can handle that